Do you know what the ex has done now, just as I was feeling fine and dandy, casually lusting over 6''3 mancrush with nice arms. He's gone and unblocked me on Facebook. There I was typing another friends name with the same really generic first letter into the search book and there he is, top of my list again (because of all our past contact). Didn't know what to do, he was even using a picture taken by me when we were together, he was on his own in the photo, but still I took it! Obviously the only reason he'd unblocked me was so he could look at my Facebook, which is fine seeing as I have made the effort to look good in every photo since the break, but still. I don't need this!
Also nice to see his links with the new girl with the stupid name. They're not 'Facebook official' if that counts, but still. I really didn't need this, it's so irritating. I know I need to reblock him so I can keep where I am, but if I do, he'll see this and then what? Also, how dare he have the cheek to unblock me when he still won't give me back my website and has the guts to email me saying its because his internet is down - it's obviously not if he's on Facebook. Damn it boy, just leave me the hell alone. I was just starting to really enjoy myself.
Mind you, he'll probably have a heart attack when he sees my photos. He was a bit controlling, as you can tell. There was this one time he wrote a letter to me and my friends at school after he saw a photo of my at a party that he couldn't come to because he was busy. It was a themed 'pimps and hoes' party, mind you I'm no hoe. I went as a pimp; black bodycon skirt, black tights, pimp necklace, fur coat and to add a little bit of glamour a sheerish white shirt with black bra underneath. He went ballistic, printed off a photo where you could just make out the outline of my bra underneath, collected disapproving comments from his family and wrote the letter. That was our first big argument. Funny, I barely ever went to parties after that, and never wore that top which was from Zara btw, so not slaggy, again. He'll go crazy when he sees my cut out black bodycon dress. Hahaha, at least that's one thing I can be proud of. I'm finally confident in myself again and no matter how much of a controlling idiot he is, I need to remember what I missed when I was with him and learn to be a teenager again.
Also nice to see his links with the new girl with the stupid name. They're not 'Facebook official' if that counts, but still. I really didn't need this, it's so irritating. I know I need to reblock him so I can keep where I am, but if I do, he'll see this and then what? Also, how dare he have the cheek to unblock me when he still won't give me back my website and has the guts to email me saying its because his internet is down - it's obviously not if he's on Facebook. Damn it boy, just leave me the hell alone. I was just starting to really enjoy myself.
Mind you, he'll probably have a heart attack when he sees my photos. He was a bit controlling, as you can tell. There was this one time he wrote a letter to me and my friends at school after he saw a photo of my at a party that he couldn't come to because he was busy. It was a themed 'pimps and hoes' party, mind you I'm no hoe. I went as a pimp; black bodycon skirt, black tights, pimp necklace, fur coat and to add a little bit of glamour a sheerish white shirt with black bra underneath. He went ballistic, printed off a photo where you could just make out the outline of my bra underneath, collected disapproving comments from his family and wrote the letter. That was our first big argument. Funny, I barely ever went to parties after that, and never wore that top which was from Zara btw, so not slaggy, again. He'll go crazy when he sees my cut out black bodycon dress. Hahaha, at least that's one thing I can be proud of. I'm finally confident in myself again and no matter how much of a controlling idiot he is, I need to remember what I missed when I was with him and learn to be a teenager again.
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