Now I know it's trivial but I honestly spent all the time up until that Friday evening worrying about what to wear, how to present myself. He always used to like me either completely without makeup or really dressed up with curled hair as if I was going out. I guess I hardly ever dressed like either of those extremes. I didn't want to look the complete unwashed state that I'd felt like for the past week, but I didn't want to look like I'd tried to hard for him either and there was no way I could go completely without makeup with my blotchy eyes and lovely emerging stress spots.
I settled on this dress from Apricot. I feel safe in red and I thought it looked pretty but not too dressy. It didn't show any boobs or leg so he wouldn't have anything to look at but my face and it was nice enough to wear out to dinner afterwards with H. I hoped it was the dress that would make him want me back.
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