Had my first proper party since the break up last night. My work's Christmas staff social at the local hotel. I had a choice of two dresses, a one shouldered red one and a black body con one. I wore the black one, I think I'll save the red one for when I'm ready to really get out there.
I felt like there was a lot of pressure on me to have a good time and enjoy myself. But I really did, I staggered around in my 5 1/2 inch heels and my tiny dress, feeling and probably looking better than I had in ages. I had a little bit to drink and danced the night away with my friends, making the most of my camera and photo ready make up. There was one really massive drunken fail, when I may have got a bit over drunk and angry watching my friends get with people while I was trying to figure out how to dance like a normal single human being and I went to call him, luckily a friend noticed and snatched my phone off me before he picked up. I hate myself for this. Anyway, literally ten seconds after I had a really angry text saying that he wanted to block my number and getting all angry. ONE PHONECALL? Jeez lighten up, who hasn't ever done something really stupid while drunk.
Oh well, that ruined it a little bit, but a pick me up from my gorgeous supportive friends made everything so much better. I love them so very much, they'll make my Christmas.
Here's a pic of my dress in case you're interested. It's from Warehouse and cost £55.
I felt like there was a lot of pressure on me to have a good time and enjoy myself. But I really did, I staggered around in my 5 1/2 inch heels and my tiny dress, feeling and probably looking better than I had in ages. I had a little bit to drink and danced the night away with my friends, making the most of my camera and photo ready make up. There was one really massive drunken fail, when I may have got a bit over drunk and angry watching my friends get with people while I was trying to figure out how to dance like a normal single human being and I went to call him, luckily a friend noticed and snatched my phone off me before he picked up. I hate myself for this. Anyway, literally ten seconds after I had a really angry text saying that he wanted to block my number and getting all angry. ONE PHONECALL? Jeez lighten up, who hasn't ever done something really stupid while drunk.
Oh well, that ruined it a little bit, but a pick me up from my gorgeous supportive friends made everything so much better. I love them so very much, they'll make my Christmas.
Here's a pic of my dress in case you're interested. It's from Warehouse and cost £55.
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