It's nearing New Years and I think that's my time for a new start. I'm not saying that everything will suddenly be okay, but at the moment I'm seeing it as a kind of barrier where I can put everything that's happened these past weeks behind me and move forward to 2012.
I have a lot that I need to move forward to. I have one module of Maths in January and then mocks in February and UCAS to worry about. 3 offers so far, but I'm still waiting on Warwick and LSE. I have History coursework and essays for my other subjects to write. I have all the work I didn't do before Christmas to catch up on. It's not fun, but I have to do it.
New Years day will be the shock from the defibrillator I need to get me going again. * Lifeguard analogy* I will restart my life.
Aside from school work, my social life needs a kick up the backside too. Over the past two years I've become the settled girl and I need to start seeing my friends, dressing up and learn to socialise again. I also need to lose the 'relationship weight' (from being too settled), the 'breakup weight' (from all the lovetubs) and now the 'Christmas weight.' I will be toned again, without the illusion put forward by my 5 1/2 inch heels. I will lose my bingo wings and Christmas pudding stomach that's popping out. I will have legs like Pixie Lott. Eat dirt haters, I'm coming back.
I'm also going a bit blonder and may take to shaving my legs again, figured not being as hairy as a hobbit might help.
I have a lot that I need to move forward to. I have one module of Maths in January and then mocks in February and UCAS to worry about. 3 offers so far, but I'm still waiting on Warwick and LSE. I have History coursework and essays for my other subjects to write. I have all the work I didn't do before Christmas to catch up on. It's not fun, but I have to do it.
New Years day will be the shock from the defibrillator I need to get me going again. * Lifeguard analogy* I will restart my life.
Aside from school work, my social life needs a kick up the backside too. Over the past two years I've become the settled girl and I need to start seeing my friends, dressing up and learn to socialise again. I also need to lose the 'relationship weight' (from being too settled), the 'breakup weight' (from all the lovetubs) and now the 'Christmas weight.' I will be toned again, without the illusion put forward by my 5 1/2 inch heels. I will lose my bingo wings and Christmas pudding stomach that's popping out. I will have legs like Pixie Lott. Eat dirt haters, I'm coming back.
I'm also going a bit blonder and may take to shaving my legs again, figured not being as hairy as a hobbit might help.
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